Save Me From My Thoughts

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Thoughts: reverberating of saccharine voice; popping out of quarter moon-like smile, light-footed gestures, sweet laugh and uncertain feeling for you; and thinking of the time when your alluring eyes meet mine. Thoughts which I cannot hardly scratch out my mind. Yet, thoughts which I must detach myself.

 Sudden out of focus, physically-present-but-mentally absent state of being, restlessness are just some of the things i am going through since the day of "In An Abrupt Moment". Experiences which made me wonder of my feeling for you. Does this feeling really worth bearing for?

 I know we don't share the same sentiments, and it saddens me. (Can you share the same with me?)

 Everything of you keeps on chasing me every single second, and it saddens me even more. (Can you please teach me how to forget you?)

 You seem so far yet you are so near, and it saddens me the most. (How could I possibly reach you?)

 See the irony of life, I keep running after for your attention while others keep on running after mine, too. I want to hold you, touch you and be with you. These things though may only be next to impossible yet at the end of the day "next to impossible" is almost impossible still. All of these are only possible in my thoughts. Delightful thoughts of mine which keep chasing me. Thoughts which will soon cause my downfall - kiss of death.

 Therefore, I must stop this illusion. Slap me and open my eyes to reality. Usher me to the truth and teach me how to accept a thing which is not accord to my desire - hopeless desire. Tell me bravely that, this (desire) can only happen in my thoughts. - AYANA
This write up was inspired by my best-friend based on her own experience. Her name is Macarena Angelyn Condrada D. Matus, most of the people call her Macay but we call each other Rain. We've been friends since we were 6 years old. 

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